I Love Those Days That You Cant Stop Smiling, That No Matter How Hard You Try To Resist It, You Are Glowing. Trust Me, This Isnt Because Im In Love Or Anything, To Be Quite Honest Im Far From It, But Things In My Life Lately Have Been Pretty Awesome. This Morning ii Lay Thinking About How ii Have Unreal Friends, They Have The Ability To Make So Happy. ii Know At Times Im Slightly Annoying & How They Sick Me ii Really Dont Know. But What ii Do Is That This Summer Has Been Pretty Lethal, Filled With Nights Out, Cinema Trips, & Laughter. ii Want To Say A Particular Thanks To A Few People Who Without Them This Summer Would Of Been Crap:
Firstly Nicholle Murchan, ii Didnt Really Know Ya Before This Summer, Now When We Dont See Each Other, We Attempt To Meet Up At Any Opportunity. ii Love Our Gossiping Sessions, Bitching About How Badily Boys Have Been Treating Us. & How By Hitting The Peg Every week It Just Seems To Be The Cure For It :) ii Want To Thank You For Being My Raving Partner This Summer, Someone Ive Spent A Lot Of Time With, & For Putting Up With All My Crap. There Are A Few Events In The Near Future That ii Am Looking Forward To Hitting With You, My 18th Being One Of Them, & The Formal Is The Other One :P Im Proud To Say That ii Now Call You One Of My Best Friends :)
Secondly John Sheridan Whom ii Have Grown Strangily Close To Lately, You Are Constantly Making Me Smile, With Either Your High Levels Of Cockyness Or Your Sarcasm, But In General I Do Love Spending Time With You Whether Its Random Days In Town, & You Taking Me To The Tatoo Place To Look At Random Books Of Chinese Symbols, Taking Spins To The Point And Nearily "Killing You" When In Reality It Was Your Imagination, Or Hitting The Relic With You, & You Firing Popcorn All Over Me, & Having Popcorn Fights With My Two Weirdos Of Friends. One Of The Reasons Why This Summer Has Been So Good Is That Youve Changed From Being This Boy ii Just Randomily Knew, To Being One Of My Hommies :O Thats A Big Step. ;) Well ii Guess Im Just Gna Have To Enjure Your Radiant Cockyness For Another While Longer ;) Jk. <3
There Are Some Others That Il Write About , But ii Just Cant Be Bothered At This Moment, Il Update Later :)
To me, fearless is not the absence of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts, lots of them. To me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. Fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. Fearless is getting up and fighting for what you want over and over again, even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. It's fearless to have faith that someday things will change. I think it's fearless to fall for your best friend even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, I think it's fearless to stop believing them. It's fearless to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. Letting go is fearless. Then, moving on and being alright... that's fearless too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charming and happily ever after.Because if we do not, then tell me: what is there to live for?